At the Edge of All Gloom; a little Beacon is always there!

I am desperate to find something solid to stand on. A faith to hold on to. The serenity to accept things I can not change. Some knowledge within my heart, beyond the reach of proof. My common sense says not to but I want to,need to evade my fears. Fear of dying someday suddenly. Fear of watching my city lose its sheen. Fear of truth.

And look what I found in my Inbox...nothing like a dramatic redemption, of course. Just a smile. Flicker. Just a reminder Lahore had for me;

Whatever happens, Ill leave it all to chance...

Another heartache, another failed romance...


On and on, does anybody know what we are living for?

I guess I'm learning, I must be warmer now...

I'll soon be turning, round the corner now...

Outside the dawn is breaking

But inside in the dark I'm aching to be free

The show must go on!
The show must go on!